@charlag I can relate. If there's some people who you trust enough you should definitely try and tell them that this is a problem with you. If they're good at humaning they'll likely try to counterbalance that tendency of yours.
This site is dedicated to birbs. A birb is a cute bird. In some instances another animal (dog, cat, rodent, even a snek may qualify)
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